confusion.

i just spent a weekend reading watchmen, feeling possibly the most like a preteen boy as i ever have (with the exception of iron man), then last night i stayed up until 4:30 reading new moon, feeling the most like a preteen girl in a long time. And all of this when i have over 15 drawings to do, plus everything for my other classes. what the hell is wrong with me?

she needs to sort out her priorities.

anyone who gets that reference just made my day.

so i really should be working right now. it's a little ridiculous how much stuff i'm going to have to do tonight. but i'd pretty much rather be doing anything else.

i'm still a little surprised at myself that i went to daniel's last night. that i drove all the way home and didn't come back until 5 am when i knew i had a ton of stuff to do. i used to always do my homework first, made sure i went to bed at a decent hour, and if there was extra time i would hang out with my friends. but now that has completely changed. i will basically hang out with people no matter what, i even watch youtube videos for an entire day instead of hauling my ass to studio. i feel like senioritis is setting in a year late.

so i end up staying later and gettting less done. but at the same time i don't really mind, because i feel like people matter more than another site model. i can't decide if i'm losing sight of what i should be doing or i'm finally figuring it out.