28 statements.

definitely another thing i'm stealing from carmen. =]
and yes, definitely the third post for tonight... i'm THAT bored.
wow, last time i did this things were very different.

28 statements about 28 people. can you guess them?

1. aw, i miss you.
2. she's changing you and you don't even realize it... how does she affect you so much when i never did?
3. wake up! happiness in a lie really sucks when you learn the truth.
4. it makes me so happy that you no longer intimidate me.
5. i'm going to miss you a lot more than i want to let myself realize.
6. being passive aggressive is just annoying.
7. you've affected me in probably a lot more ways than you realize. sometimes i wish i could just erase it all, but then i can't imagine not knowing you.
8. you are one of the cutest people on the planet.
9. i hate that you lie. could you just tell me the whole truth for once?
10. i don't really want to be the one that's just like you.
11. you are going to go crazy in college.
12. i love that without saying anything, we are having the exact same thought.
13. i don't hate you as much as everyone else does.
14. i hate you a lot more than everyone else does.
15. i kind of wonder what would happen if you were still my friend.
16. wow. our road trip really better happen. i totally want to party it up in canada.
17. it really hurts that you like her more than me.
18. honestly, the random, little things you do really make my day.
19. you disgust me. you are ugly, a giant bitch, and so NOT cool. stop pretending.
20. as much as i can hate you, i kind of wish we were better friends.
21. i've never felt like such an outsider as when i hang out with you.
22. we seriously need to hang out more. i love talking to you.
23. thank GOD nothing ever happened between us. you kind of disgust me.
24. i don't know why but i feel like i can tell you everything about my life.
25. as much as i may make fun of you, i mostly pity you.
26. you are definitely not the bad ass you think you are.
27. i don't really know what to make of you. i somewhat wish you didn't have a girlfriend.
28. i am NOT the person you should be complaining to.

pictures.

i finally changed my bulletin board! i'm amazed. no longer is it filled with awkward pictures from ninth grade, but awkward pictures from more recent years, aka more recent friends. but man, looking back is so weird. it is crazy to think how much things have changed even from as little as this summer (and i don't even want to think about how much things are going to change once this year is over...). looking at these pictures make me think of people, and how it really sucks that some friendships just fall apart for no good reason. but most of all, i miss those moments of pure happiness captured on the film. moments, as carmen says, where you dont even have time to think because you are too busy laughing. moments like ghost-riding at midnight or screaming rocket summer lyrics at stoplights.

when am i going to get that happiness all the time, not just in those few unpredicatable seconds? when am i going to be able to stop thinking for long enough to enjoy life?

cool.

so me avoiding doing my english poetry essay + stealing carmen's idea = this blog. i've never really had one of these things before so it should be interesting.
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