pictures.

i finally changed my bulletin board! i'm amazed. no longer is it filled with awkward pictures from ninth grade, but awkward pictures from more recent years, aka more recent friends. but man, looking back is so weird. it is crazy to think how much things have changed even from as little as this summer (and i don't even want to think about how much things are going to change once this year is over...). looking at these pictures make me think of people, and how it really sucks that some friendships just fall apart for no good reason. but most of all, i miss those moments of pure happiness captured on the film. moments, as carmen says, where you dont even have time to think because you are too busy laughing. moments like ghost-riding at midnight or screaming rocket summer lyrics at stoplights.

when am i going to get that happiness all the time, not just in those few unpredicatable seconds? when am i going to be able to stop thinking for long enough to enjoy life?