rain.

wow i love the rain. seriously i think it helps me think better. i've cleared up a lot of things that i had just buried until now. me and carmen's roadside talk was pretty much amazing. hopefully something will result from it besides our decision that the world is filled with paradoxes. here are just a few: sometimes you have to break someone's heart to make things better, the most selfish thing can also be the most selfless, and stopping change is a change in itself.

i have to say i feel really good about things right now. maybe it's just that i finally got the candy cane that i had been craving for all of winter break. but i'm starting to think maybe this really is the start of a new year.
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